“OMG no one understands me.”
“EVERYONE HATES ME.”
“Nothing ever goes my way.”
“I’m so depressed.”
“I hate the world!”
“No one really likes me, everyone is fake.”

SHUTUP. Angst only gets you so far in life. I hate how everyone says this. Honestly, some people actually do have it worse off than you. Newsflash, you’re not as unique as you think because you are struggling so hard to fit in and mesh with these teenage clones around you. Stop hating on the world for two seconds and look at all the good in your life. Do you even deserve it if all you do is complain?
I’m the first to say that I’m a bratty teenager and I.am.sick.of.it. CHANGE. That’s what we all need, to find the best in ourselves and work with that.

I understand that some people actually do have legitimate reasons to be upset, I’m not saying no one can ever be sad or frustrated or disappointed. But reality is, when practically everyone says they want to kill themselves over minute problems, well it lessens the seriousness of those with actual troubles to worry about.

How is it already January and there’s STILL no snow in Massachusetts?
Oh wait, I don’t mind.

I don’t understand why no sound comes out when I open my mouth. I have so much I need to say, but I just…I just can’t. I never can. I never even know what to say or where to start. Honestly it’s killing me. Tonight I felt like I was at some AA meeting where everyone was opening up. My turn comes up and I can’t get the words out. I wish I could just find the words, find the courage. I really want to be heard, I really need to be heard. I wish I could just write the world a letter, make everyone listen and understand, then just disappear for awhile. Let’s see who misses me.

I don’t want you to go away, I don’t want anyone else to have you…
but I don’t want you either. I really wish we could just have a normal, face-to-face conversation to end all this drama. Scream at me, do something, but ignoring whatever is happening just makes this more complicated than it needs to be.